To Poet of Ksana-Kai -- Acknowledgments -- Introduction -- Episode 1: Ksana-Kai -- Episode 2: The Beach -- Episode 3: Kaji's Rhythms -- Episode 4: Ksana's Song -- Episode 5: The Promise -- Episode 6: My Dear Adonis -- Episode 7: Princess Kai -- Episode 8: The Trellis and the Grapevine -- Episode 9: First Sign -- Episode 10: Emotional Chaos -- Episode 11: My Universe -- Episode 12: Déjà vu -- Episode 13: Departure -- Episode 14: Kaji's Night mare -- Episode 15: Arrival -- Episode 16: Mirage -- Episode 17: Returning Moon -- Episode 18: Cappuccino -- Episode 19: Oblivion -- Episode 20: Seashell -- Episode 21: Ksana's Haiku -- Episode 22: Monarch -- Episode 23: Fred is Dead -- Episode 24: Farewell Ksana Kai -- Episode 25: My Watch Died -- Episode 26: Assent 7.2.2014 -- Episode 27: Blue Winged Shadow -- Episode 28: I can never hate you -- Episode 29: Leaving the Abyss -- Episode 30: Kajika's Poison Arrow -- Episode 31: To Live and Forget -- Episode 32: Taigi's Song -- Episode 33: Juxtaposition -- Episode 34: Kaji's Prayer -- Episode 35: Restless Spirits -- Episode 36: Resting Souls I -- Episode 37: Resting Souls II -- Episode 38: Love's Trek -- Episode 39: Phoenix Ashes -- Episode 40: Love's Sweet Fruitage -- Episode 41: Our Love's First Flight -- Episode 42: Our Sweet True Love -- Papo's Episode Notes.