Etheridge has lived a life of many blessings-- but has also struggled mightily along the way. Changes in the music industry threated her livelihood; she was diagnosed with breast cancer; and she endured two contentious breakups, all under the scrutiny of the public eye. Then she lost her son Beckett to opioid addiction. Here Etheridge dives into how both joy and sorrow serve as catalysts for growth. In this memoir she creates a rich portrait of success and survival-- and an inspiring story of healing. -- adapted from jacket

Part I. Before and after. You may know me ; Made for music ; Double click ; Waiting on a dream ; Someone bring me some water -- Part II. The seeking years. No going back ; A message from above ; A gut feeling ; Rocks in the road ; Agreements we make ; Living in lockdown -- Afterword.